To my Son who gave me Life
When i first saw you i was very happy but at the same time i was so scared i had spent months on reading books and articles online on how to take care of you.Since i was not lucky enough to have my mom on my side , i tried reading everything possible about newborns and how to handle them and was keeping my fingers crossed that i had done enough research.I saw your face for the first time in the operation theater ,i could hardly see anything since i was sedated and was really scared and you were swollen and red.Nobody had told me that newborns looked that way just after their birth.i didnt see you properly for first three days.i was in pain and was also suffering with depression.I finally saw your face properly after i started breastfeeding you after three days.it was middle of the night and you were sleeping next to me,as advised by the doctor to enhance my milk production.I looked at you ,you were not crying and you stared at me instead,i can never for that look for the rest of...